~Cheshire-Blue

I feel sick but I don't know why.
Maybe I'm depressed.

Anyway my family bought an antique piano from Germany yester and its pretty freaken awesome! We only paid $135! I know fantastic deal : )
I think I going to take lessons.

I'm nervous about Blue Lake Fine Arts Camp. I'm going there this week and I don't know what to expect. Hope I pack enough, hope my monthly visitor doesn't come, hope I like it, and the list goes on. I'm not going with anybody cuz' I want to meet new people and make new friends; I just hope everyone isn't a jerk. *crosses fingers*

I'm currently working on redecorating my room. I think I've found a bed, but I haven't bought it yet and my family is going to stop at a couple antique dealers on our way to camp in search of a bed. Worst comes to worst and not like its a bad thing, I can just order the one I like when I get back from camp. (I forgot to mention the camp lasts 11 days and no calling home if you're sick of it!)

I’m holding my breath, hope I don't puke.
Oh and today I have to pack, I hate packing. IT’S THE WORST THING IN THE WORLD. Always afraid I'm forgetting something and I get all antsy. Oh I hate it. I love, love, love to travel but I hate, hate, hate to pack. I've got to get over that.

It gets better.
I have to call my "best friend" Meghan today to ask her what I should pack cuz' she's been before.
NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!

Speaking of friend troubles, one of my best friends Bridget is coming home to today and we gotta' have a long chat, which I'm looking forward to and also dreading.
I made her a lovely, little, purple, sock bear, its uber cute and right from the heart. Hope she likes it *double crosses fingers*
Anyway we must talk some things out. I'm super nervous now just thinking about it. Damn, I don't know now I'm having second ideas about it all. We have to got to talk and viewing the out looking we might not get our much needed talk cuz' I have to leave on Wednesday. If we don't talk I think I'll gradually grow sicker and sicker till I keel over while I'm at camp.

Oh God, I'm in pretty bad shape, maybe I shouldn't go?

I am agonizing today so I guess the modd icon works.